Sleep Is Good

Last night I took an Ativan and the rest was history ... out like a light. For me, Ativan just calms the mind, body and soul. I only use it minimally so that it's effectiveness doesn't wear off.

Yesterday morning I had my Cognitive Behavior session at the Cancer Institute. I was still feeling very weak and when I offered to pour coffee for a couple of other ladies, I realized just how weak I was. I picked up the coffee pot and just about dropped it. I asked one of the other ladies to take over the pouring.

During the session itself, I was feeling pretty wiped ... didn't really contribute to the group. After the session, a couple of ladies ended up coming over and chatting with me. That was so nice.

I came home, had something to eat and had a nap. After waking up, I still felt quite tired and fussy in the head. I went to class though I really didn't want to. I parked as close as I possibly could because I just had no strength in my legs. I ended up leaving half way through the class because I just felt weak and unable to focus.

On a more postitive note, I got 80% on my midterm. My buddy in class .... who has a university degree and she got 85% and the girl on the other side of me got 87%. Well for an 'oldie' on chemo, I feel pretty good with my mark.

Nothing more to report for today ....