Getting Back On Track

Well, we' re almost back to the regular routine ... I'm feeling like I can do a thing or two. Usually during the awful chemo weekend, my only goal is to get through it. I know that may be hard to understand for some but it really is a challenge for me. When I'm in the that 'awfulness', I really feel hopeless ... like it's really not worth it. So to get through it ... it is my only goal and any other issue that comes along pales in comparison. In other words, unless the house is burning down ... I'm not interested and could care less. Come to think of it ... even with a burning house ... someone would probably have to pull me out. It's unbelievable.

Anyways, I've had a shower, had something to eat, put in some laundry and I'm getting back on track. I opened the curtains to let some life into the living room. I've been living like a mushroom for the past few days. Unfortunately, coffee still tastes awful so we'll not be having any of that today.

I can tell my mood is improving because I'm thinking about what I have to take care of this week ... I'm looking forward ...